Lyrics- What Have We Talked About

When i talked to you
i thought we had an understanding
that it was nothing personal
it was just something sincere
but you couldn't except it
see you're just gonna have to move on
because if not, its just gonna devour you

Why the hell are you still here
you disgust me with your sad self
coming around my place
for an explanation, when i gave you one
so please

i thought we were passed this
but you just keep bringing it up
as if you never understood
on what we agreed on
and so I'm sorry
but you're on your own now
so please forgive me
because all i have to say is

Why the hell are you still here
you disgust me with your sad self
coming around my place
for an explanation, when i gave you one
so leave

Lyrics- People

Every where that i go
people cant shut up
i just don't know why i even try
they just keep pullin me down
all the way to the ground
i just don't wanna deal with it anymore

so i walk out on the street
and take a cab to the beach
its dark and late, such a creepy place
but right now i can really care less

people all over the world, seem to have the same
problems in mind
but there's only so much that we can do

so every where that i go
people cant shut up
i just don't know why i even try
they just keep pullin me down
all the way to the ground
i just don't wanna deal with it anymore

People are harsh, and that's just how they are
so I'm just gonna have to give it all my heart
and stick it out until the end
through the easiest and toughest times

Lyrics- What-ever

People can say what ever
I'm not gonna let them get to me
because I'm better than that
i can handle it

Everyday that i walk by i always think
about the way i am
and why all these people keep coming by
giving me hell

I don't see what the big deal is, on what i wear
or why it even matters
for all i know they shouldn't care

chores: care,care,care
People can say what ever
I'm not gonna let them get to me
because I'm better than that
i can handle it

I don't see what the big deal, is on who I'm friends with
it shouldn't matter to you,
or anyone else

Because I'm not that kind of chick
to be all fake and plastic
i just love who i am and
that's all I care

People need to back off
and move along instead of staring
and gossiping

They can say what ever
for all i care, they are insecure
I'm just trying, to live my life

Short Story- Dilema - Episode 1

When I woke up, my room was pitch black. I couldn't see a thing. I turned to the side of my bed and realized that it was only 3 a.m. in the morning. I turn back on my bed and lay there, my head feels sweaty as if i had a nightmare. I close my eyes, bringing my mind to ease. Suddenly my phone starts to ring at exactly 3:01 a.m. I reach across the stand and answer the call..."hello," I answer groggily. But there is nothing but static. "Hello?" I ask again. I'm thinking about hanging up but for some reason I continue to wait. After nearly 30 seconds of waiting, I finally give up on waiting and start crossing over again to end the line. "Hello....Sarah," replied a mysterious voice. Quickly I pull the receiver back to my ear, "Who is this? How do you know my name?" "Ohhhh dearies, I know a lot about you and you're gonna die in exactly 30 days" I gasp in shock, "What do you mean I'm gonna die in 30 days? You cant do this to me??? Who are you?" The line goes dead. I sit there too stunned to believe what I just heard. Its just a prank, I think to myself....only a prank. I hang up the receiver and go back to sleep.

Up and Down

The world today is a cold society to live in. People are rude. People are greedy. People are selfish. And people are envious. What ever happened to world peace? The pursuit of happiness? Its like that hardly exists anymore. There are also a lot of haters in the world these days, and its getting to the children as well.
Everyday I have to go to a school that isnt that great. Kids smoke pakalolo in the class. They graffiti all over the place. They are rude and they have no manners whatsoever. The teachers dont seem to care anymore and if they do, they arent that good at expressing it to their students. There are fights nearly everyday and its heart breaking to live through it. I get judged and picked on by a lot by people I dont even know. Im barely hanging on through high school, trying to ignore them as much as i can. But, the people at my school continue to act immature because they dont care and could care less.
Society as a whole, seems to be falling apart slowly, withering away. Students dont seem to realize how important their education is to life and how it will help them to succeed. People want to continue fighting through wars. People continue to be greedy and cut other people down and throw them in front of the bus for their mistakes. But again, people dont care. They say they want a change to a better future, but being realistic...it aint gonna happen unless we each do our own part and make society the best as it good be.

Have I Found You

Every time that i see you
you make me go insane
i don't know why but it happens anyway
you just stand there and stare
smiling and such, humming to a familiar tune
leaving me confused

i go on with my day, and you continue as well
i hang with my friends and so do you
i walk home and there you are across the street
standing, staring, beaming with smiles

i start to wonder if i actually do know you
and i start to get a feeling that as a matter of fact i do
yet i don't remember when or how...
so the next day i build up my confidence
and walk over to say whats up?
i stand in front of you and before i even say a word
you embrace me in a hug and whisper

"I knew you would find me again someday!!!
In our past life you were my wife. And i always loved you.
You do remember don't you???"

I pull away and look into his eyes
they seem familiar and sincere
yet as much as i wanted to believe
i just couldn't

i look at him avoiding his eyes this time
"Only time could tell... no i don't remember...
you don't seem familiar at all.
If it is meant to be, then our paths should cross again in the future.
If not...I'm sorry."

When i finally looked up to see his face
the smile was long gone full of pain
i turned and started to walk away
the farther i walked
the heavier my eyes started to tear

the way he embraced me
brought back a bunch of memories
i never knew existed
i started to feel a massive heartache
of pain and despair
a tear escaped from my eyes
leaving a streak across my face

not even half way across the field
i turn around
and he is still standing there
stiff like a bulletin board
pale like a ghost

suddenly i start to take little steps
back in that same direction
he looks confused
i walk a little faster
he looks more confused
i break into a jog
he looks astonished
i start to breath heavily
he opens up his arms
and i start to run

the next thing i know
my heart is pounding as
we are both embracing each other
my arms are wrapped around him
as I whisper

"I know...I remember. But I still don't see how that's possible.
All i know is that I do know you somehow, but not from this lifetime.
And i thank you for that... I love you."

Who Am I

I am tall, yet I am strong. I am kind, but I'm not always nice. I am a somewhat alcoholic, or at least I used to be. A part of me is made out of steel, but I'm not easily brought down like the man of steel. Nothing like kryptonite can ever bring me down, because I am immune and can cause some serious damage. I have gadgets and I fly. You wouldn't even know I were coming by. Until I soared passed you, leaving you all confused. Wondering like a burnt fuse. I don't need a bat mobile or some kind of flying bat jet. For I am more resourceful than the dark knight, as far as, getting technical with technology and weaponry devices. I'm not a bird nor a plane. Who am I?