Lyrics-my lil rap :)

hey...my name is pua
I'm from moanalua, so if you ever see me you better say hey!!!
cus if you don't, I'll be making my way
across the ocean from L.A.

I love to laugh and make people smile
so don't be hatin if you cant smile
I love what I do, even though I get judged
I'm above the influence and that's what counts

running, jogging, push-ups, and all
you name it, i can do it all
nothing can stop me in this world
as long as i can handle, you have my word

I'm a writer, a designer, a thinker, a singer
i do all this for pure entertainment
if it weren't for that, i wouldn't be here
i could be smoking pakalolo for all i care

But I'm not, because i ain't trash
I'm not gonna end my life just like that
I'm gonna be wealthy and travel the world
and I'm gonna buy my Bentley and hit the road

So if you ever see me you better say hey!!!
I'm just keepin it real for all i care

Emotions

The world is a place full of emotions. A place where anything is possible and obtainable. A place that is like haven and hell. But what is haven? What is hell? They are both places we have heard of. But they are nothing like our world. One is peaceful and bright, while the other is sinister and dark. We as people have the humanity to make good as well as bad decisions. There is no such thing as being perfect, because if that were so, you would be like some holy god who could punish fallen angels. Yet you can never be as evil as "Lucifer the Devil" himself. Therefore, our world is a place where we continue to bring forth peace towards ill emotions such as envy, jealousy, and selfishness. Because in the end those three emotions are what corrupts our society like an atomic bomb.

Sun

The sun is the only thing that keeps us alive and warm. The sun is what makes us mellow and calm through our lifetime. If it werent for the sun, we would be coldhearted like stone that would be turned to ash. By then there would be no such thing of what we call "the fire star" our golden light. We would be in a black hole, warpped through time. Being crushed against our own will, through pressure that couldn't even be seen with the human's naked eye. But that is the future. We are the now. So the only thing that we can do now is to enjoy the warmness along with happiness and not take life for granted. Because we never know when that day of coldness shall come our way and leave what would then be our past, in darkness.

Lyrics-Attacker

When i hear your voice
You make me smile
Cause im all alone
In this crappy house
Somtimes i just wanna break away
Fly away, to a distant place
But instead i am tied down
Locked down
Stuck inside,as if i were on house arrest
It just makes me wanna cry
Feeling all alone inside
But hey! Now i found a new person
That i like to talk to
That fills up my time with joy
So hey what the hell?
He doesnt even know me
Yet he treats me really nice
He seems like the type of guy
That knows how to treat a girl right!

A Boy

There was a boy who I once considered my one and only "prince charming". He was the type of guy that had everything a girl could possibly want. The way he walked and gazed his eyes upon you made you feel so light like a feather, to the point that it couldnt possibly be real. As if you were walking through a nocturnal fairytale where he is the only light guiding you through. He would speak to me everyday and tell me "you mean the world to me...I love you". So then i fell in love naturally, allowing those words to suck me in like pure venom ready to spread the virus. Then I thought "he is the love of my life." But then all of those feelings suddenly went out the door as if it were draining out of me. Getting stabbed with those painful words saying, "you're not the one for me...its over." I stood there in shock and full of hurt. Its like I got hit by a bus and it reversed to run me over again and again. I dont even know what happened. Its like one week we're the happiest couple alive, then the very next week its like it never happened. Then I said, "So you're just gonna drop our friendship like that? We cant be friends?" He looked at me and answered sarcasticlly, "You dont wanna go to prom with me, therefore, its over. I am gonna drop you just like that." I looked at him feeling all numb and empty inside. I couldnt even believe or comprehend what i was hearing. "Just like that?" I whispered. And he answered like a complete jerk, "Yup." And thats when I finally realized that he was a waste of time and isnt worth one single tear. I walked away without saying another word. My mind was spining as if I were about to clapse and slowly wither away. Yet, I wasn't going to give that heartbreaker any satisfaction. The next day I showed up at school with my head held up high full of smiles, even though deep down I was hurting. It wasn't even 24 hours and he already had his arms around his arms around his new boy toy. But I looked at him and smiled, because I know deep down that karma is a pain that will eventually come his way. Like someone told me, "A boy like that will always be a player at heart. Its just part of his nature. He dropped a really good girl and he doesn't even know it. He had it all, but decided to throw it away. So deal with it and move on," and so I did.

Lyrics-Lonely

Everday that im here,I feel like
Im starting to lose myself little by day,
I just cant believe, that Im still here,
Weeping all sad inside.

There is a pain that I feel, that is sharp
Like a blade that sticks it to me, just to
Rub it in, making me realize,

(2x)How miserable my life is, in this hell hole of a place,
that makes me wanna go far away, and leave when im 18 for sure,
for sure.

Everyday that im here, I feel like
Im throwing my life away waiting for it just to end,
Because im starting to feel insecure.

When I should be having the time of my life
instead of staying in bed and crying, I
should be happy with all smiles, and so I think,

(2x)How miserable my life is, in this hell hole of a place,
that makes me wanna go far away, and leave when im 18 for sure,
for sure.

What the hell am I waiting for? I wish
I could walk towards that light, knowing that someone
Would be waiting on thy other side. So please wait for me,
Even though you are so far away, from my dreadful place,
But I hope to see you soon

Today

Today was just like any other day, unfortunately. I get up every morning just to go to a claustrophobic cubical. Wow...doesn't that sound "soooo amazing?" Hahahaha its not. Well for some people it is something to look forward to. But not when you're a 16 year old girl. I should be going out with friends, having the time of my life. But no. According to mom she would rather have me go with her to that dreading cubical. Dragging me along towards insanity. I think I'm losing my mind sitting in that little cube. Oh well. Having the time of my life i guess. I don't see how you people can stay in a cube for 8 hours. I would've quit my job and went to the beach instead. Oh well, again. Well this is officially my first boring blog to match my topic, but I'm really not this boring. This is based upon my mood at the moment. So if you read this, you didn't gain anything out of it, but thanks for reading it anyways.