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i was born in tacoma, washington and was raised in honolulu, hawaii and moved to california in 2007. i love to talk and enjoy writing a lot. since 8th grade ive been in honors english and im going into AP classes this year. i am going to be a junior in high school and enjoy every second of my life!!! i enjoy having friends and im pretty chill with everyone...yet people still dont like me and feel intimedated. im tired of trying, and i just want to have fun and enjoy who i am. so peace :)

Monday, July 5, 2010

Lyrics- All Alone

You took my heart
and stabbed it twice
you didn't know how much i loved you
you said you cared, and so i fell
in love with you so naturally

you don't have to lie
because you did
it anyways
and fucked
Monica
while you were still with me
how could this be?
you're such a fucking jerk

you told me you loved me
you told me i needed you all my life
but that's where you're wrong

because I never needed, you all along

you told me you loved me
you told me I meant the world to you
but you wanted to risk it
and look where you're now
looking like a scum
all alone
all alone
all alone
all alone
all alone

ohhhh, I should've seen all the warnings coming at me babe
but nooooooo, i never saw it because I trusted you
I never wanted to believe in anything they've told me
I just wanted to have a really good relationship

but apparently
I wasnt
good enough
so you
decided
to fuck her
even though you had
everything
how could this be
you disgust me

you told me you loved me
you told me i needed you all my life
but thats where you're wrong
because I never needed, you all along

you told me you loved me
you told me I meant the world to you
but you wanted to risk it
and look where you're now
looking like a scum
all alone
all alone
all alone
all alone
all alone

Dedicated to Alexander Burke

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IRs3oWuTNYQ

This person that i have never met, has truly touched my heart. I am sharing this video on my blog because people need to realize how much pain people go through and how much they lose when they are going through tough times. When i watched his videos, I cried and I cried. Knowing that this person was dying and was still being optimistic through hard times. He was still making videos and giving an example of a true strong person. Honestly I'm really sad that this person passed away and that he lost friends along the way. Its very heartbreaking. This video makes me realize that I should never take my life for granted and to continue to stay grounded. And to love people no matter how mean they are to me or treat me badly. Alex is a true inspiration and I hope that all of you people that read this blog, will watch this video and feel the same way too. I shall always remember you Alexander Burke.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Lyrics- Stressed

I'm sick and tired, I'm sick and tired
I'm out of my head, I'm out my head
don't you ever, don't you ever
get far ahead, wanna get far ahead
instead you come round my door
begging for help, just wanting more
don't you ever know when to stop
but sadly, apparently not

you can try telling me what do
who i can and cant talk to
but you know what, this has nothing to do with you
so i don't even see why you bother stepping in
because you don't give a shit on how i felt
in the past i told you the key to my heart
when we were just friends living the life
but you just couldn't give up the crack and so i moved on
i told you how i felt, and you gave me mixed signals
so instead i went with someone else
who turned out to be just another fuck up, all i got to say
that was my biggest mistake
so you both can thank yourselves, for all that karma coming your way

I'm sick and tired, I'm sick and tired
I'm out of my head, I'm out my head
don't you ever, don't you ever
get far ahead, wanna get far ahead
instead you come round my door
begging for help, just wanting more
don't you ever know when to stop
but sadly, apparently not

i just keep on thinking of, all the things you've done
and it breaks my heart, to have to put it in a song
but I'm happy now, because I've found someone else
who was there for me, when you weren't there
you would've had me, a long time ago
but instead you were a coward and never told me so
i am sorry, but i need to go
you have my forgiveness, but its time to move forward

Friday, July 2, 2010

Lyrics- NRS

Just like the ocean outside
Just like the leaves floating by
After all that's been done
yet you cant still see
Just like the clouds floating high
Just like birds soaring by
oh what have you done

i just don't see how this is
after i have told you
how i feel about the situation
yet you still take this risk
going around and talking

Just like the buildings way high
Just like the statues in disguise
you just cant stop at all
even though i explained it a million times
why are you such a wreck
i thought you were a hot shot...
little darling

so please let me be
i haven't done anything to you
all i wanted was your friendship
i did like you, but i don't want to risk it
and you already blew it
so move along now
i think its better that way
so no one gets hurt in the end

Just like a funerals grave
Just like the smell of fresh flowers
its over now
you arent the one for me, so let it be

An Ex Crush

私が愛にある世界に2人が公式にそこにある。 1つは他はメキシコであるが、フィリピンである。 けれどもそれらは両方類似している。 フィリピン人はnorwen名前を挙げられる。 私はnorwenすべて好み、が、彼は鍋をたいそう煙らし、学校でそれをよくしない。 メキシコ人は一方では彼の学校の仕事のかなりよく、よりよい等級を得るようである。 しかし持っている大きい耳をnorwen間、彼に大きい鼻がある。 私はそれら両方が完全なぜであることができなかったか意味するか。 しかし私は知らない。 他の人の記号名は攻撃者である。 私は実際に彼をたくさん好む。 彼はそこに私は誰かが話すことを必要とし、それのための彼を認める時に常にだった。 彼は私に素晴らしくなく常に、決して私判断されなかった。 彼は甘く、親切であり、私は彼のための彼を常に愛する、または私はことを私が考えるatleast。 しかし私は彼がまだ彼の元ガールフレンドを乗り越えてしまわなかったこと、そして実際に傷ことがわかっている。 しかしオハイオ州の井戸。 私がもうしてもいい多くがない。 時間だけ告げることができる。

A Quick Blog

こんにちは私の名前はpuaであり、私はホノルル、ハワイで生まれた。 私は多くの本を読み、映画を見ることを楽しむことを愛する。 私はまた叙情詩をたくさん歌い、書くことを愛する。 私はその友人のために現在スクリーンの演劇に生命を遠くに書いている。 私はカリフォルニアに今住んでいるが、まだハワイを逃す。 ここに私の伯母さんおよび叔父さんだけある。 私は実際に私の旧友をしかし逃す。 私は私がそれらをより頻繁に見ることができるが、平らな料金が価格でまだ高いことを望む。 とにかく井戸はこれ夕方の私のブログである。 そして私はそれを読むことを楽しんだことを望む。

Lyrical/Rap- When You Call My Name

When you call my name I swear
you cant bring me down because you want me to fail
When you call my name you just
seem so weak because you cant take the heat
another day

everything seems like a blur
and yet i cant see a thing
even if i told you, you couldn't comprehend a thing
i walk around the hall, hearing all these bad things
and they all have one thing in common
and that would be me
i bend over backwards, because that's just me
yet i get knocked down, as if you've known me
i try to walk, all mighty and tall
but all you fuckin haters think you're above it all
I'm humble and grounded, and never judge
but all you fuckin bitches
wont shut up

When you call my name I swear
you cant bring me down because you want me to fail
When you call my name you just
seem so weak because you cant take the heat
another day

Have you ever felt so sick, hearing all this shit
it just makes me feel so nauseated and just wanna ditch
every where I go, its the same lame stories
of things that never happened and isn't even true
people get insecure, when ever i enter
but as soon as i leave
the hell gates flood open
these haters are diseases, they spread like plagues
yet they never confront me, until they got bomb bay!!!

When you call my name I swear
you cant bring me down because you want me to fail
When you call my name you just
seem so weak because you cant take the heat
another day